Everything must change

nothing remains the same...... :(

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Theres no other words can best describe me at the moment.

DISAPPOINTMENT

Again, the quotes, "Shit happens" and "Shit out of luck", are best related to the word above. I am surrounded by mixed of emotions of sorrow, duress, grieve and etc .

So, mr duran, what truly is all the fuss about?

Tsk, tsk..

Its the el classico............(fyi; el classico comes from spanish which means derby match, not the meeting of 2 greatest club in the world :p)

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I was longing to watch a football match because of pretty hectic and tight schedule of mine. The match last night was the match that ive been waited for so long. Since last year to be exact. The match that can give me a big impact to my life. That can change me into another person in a blink of an eye. Yes, the match is called el-classico, the meeting of Barcelona and Real Madrid. Which i was on the side of Los Blancos or (neo-galacticos), from what i read on newspapers and other medias.

I spared the whole night, neglecting my homeworks, reports, notes, friends, family, knee-injury, roommate, and bla bla bla , just to watch the match. I was at NKI bistro in front of Seremban Parade for the whole night until dawn. 6 hours of waiting. The perseverance i developed worthwhile when the match started at 4 am. Luckily, there were this gang that accompanied me throughout the long waiting. Thanks guys.

So, the match started. The match that i assumed is better 5 times than Champions League Final. Yes, I am at that moment was very nervous. I was betting on the side that ive been proud of for my whole life. The club that made everyone jealous of its history.

The game was very tight. Yet, the defensive play showed by real was superb. The tight markings, interceptions and stealing were very good comparing to other teams that played with barca before this, they all sucks. But what worried me the most was the constant attacking play by barca.

They were few chances that real had, but all were wasted by the lack of confidence by real players. All the world set eyes on Cristiano Ronaldo, as he is the talisman for the team. But, the disappointment came when he couldnt do his magic at that time. What the hell is worng with you guys. You were playing the best defense on the pitch but you cannot managed to threat the goal post on the other side.

Until the 30th minute, where the MESSIAH, did his hocus pocus, to destroy the hope of every real fan on the planet. It was a very tormenting display by messi. The goal was priceless. I am dumbfounded.

2nd half of the game. Real started to make adjustment by bringing the old horses of the team, Raul and Guti Haz. I was crossing my fingers hoping that these 2 ppl will bring a good luck charm on the team. Yes, real had some chances but they couldnt managed to breakthrough the defensive wall of Barca.

Another disappointment came, when pedro ran all the way without being protected by Arbeloa and showed a very class touch by his left foot. 2-0. The anxiety struck me. I almost fainted. Ceeeh, gediks.

The time passes very fast while watching the game. Then, the game got rough. The stupid ref was blowing his whistle every time a player was brought down. Bodoo. Then, Barca had all their chances from the moment they were given spot kick. They passed the ball very quickly to another player while real players were still "cangak-cangak" to complain. Vice versa, when real had the same chances, all barca players will surrounding the ref and the game was stood still for nearly 5 mins.

What i am trying to say is, the ref was biased to the barca players. Plus, the barca players were very cunning and deceptive. Their tactical approached was one of the dirtiest trick i had seen from my whole life.

All in all, it was very DISAPPOINTING.

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This evening, i had my new hair-cut because real had lost the el classico for 4 matches in a row. This had nothing to do with nazar or whatsoever. Suddenly, i had the feeling to change something. Yes, everything must change.

I must accept the lost and to bear in mind that Real Madrid is no longer the galacticos that i knew before this. Ronaldo, Zidane, Figo, Roberto Carlos, Makelele, Raul, Casillas, Hierro, Beckham, Salgado and Casillas, they are all Real legends. The neo galacticos is a bunch of people that couldnt play the beautiful game of real madrid. They are just newbies.

~ From a very disappointed Real fan

Adios mi amor :(