Wednesday, September 16, 2009

A lone wolf

Basically, im in no mood for doing anything neither not doing anything at all. I just woke up, with a heavy migraine. I bumped my head onto the bolster with heavy thoughts, wondering whether hijaz already woke up or not and things that make me feel guilty like recent dormancy, deprecate people and still not vamoose from KMS!. Personally, the disappointment make me feel miserable as the whole point of living life is so pointless at this point.

4.30p.m, Tuesday evening,
It was a gloomy evening, as everybody was busy heading home whilst wishing
a safe journey back and happy raya, me and hijaz were looking at people with idle faces. We were planning( I was planning) to watch UP together. Sounds gay. :)). Actually, i just want to distract my feelings esp the homesick feeling. I think I should stay for a day to impassive myself from the society, plus hijaz ticket's tomorrow, and it would be a great thing to do.

6 pm, i was sleeping under the fastest-ever fan on farabi(bilik halim) and hijaz was playing PES by himself since 2pm. My sleep-marathon disturbed by the sudden yell that comes from Hijaz, he asked me " dude, pukul brapa nak gerak ni?. For my eyes were too heavy to open, i turn to the opposite side. I want to continue my sleep but my desire to watch UP wakes me up. "Jom ah!".

ko bangun lah!
cepat ah siap, aku dah mandi pkul 4 tadi.
ko lah x bangun2 lagi.
abis ko x stop2 men game lagi aku pon malas ah.
cepat ah, aku dah solat asar.
tadi ah.
OH! ok2 aku solat terus gerak, ko mandi ah!.

Again the malas-ness strikes again. I am not used to this malas. Something inside me that changed. I am in need of extra booster/motivation i think. LOL. Motivational talks always makes me sleepy......

Breaking fast outside is new to me. I never had the chance to eat outside during fasting month because mum will always cooks delicious-variety foods. Plus, i am again a malas person to eat outside. The term is actually leceh. We were at Mcds, they got berbuka puasa offer there. So, Aqil said he prefer mcd rather than kfc. There is something suspicious in his words. Yeah, i figured it already when he "bantai" 3 large fries, a big mac, applepie, air pepsi. Action speaks louder than words. Aqil falsifies the fact that small people eat little portion of food rather than large people.

After that, we watched UP. I dont want to share anything, but it was a 5/5 movie lah.!


Hijaz had lost his ticket, bus ticket. Poor guy. I was helping him all day to find his ticket. After we found that makcik cleaner already sapu his ticket. I was touched when he said "Astagfirullah, ad hikmah ni." I was like woo. His heart is really pure. Then, i decided to accompany him until he got back. Now, hes at KL staying with his cousin.

After i arrived home, i feel good. Yeah, home sweet home. There is no place like home. ;))

Thursday, September 10, 2009

The Changes ; symptoms

Thursday, exactly before the isya prayer; where people went to tadarus with their usrahs, F112 DESK 1.

I found something was not right with me. It has always been like that.
Since, my parents sent me to live with my grandparents during my childhood. The sour feeling of being left behind is not alien to me anymore. Where my childhood is different from others, living with parents under one roof, getting to know their own parents, going on holidays with parents where parents can buy alotsa toys to their children made me envied to every person.

  • Health condition : terrible
Having had several bad coughs and dynamically awkward fever lately. The diarrhea and gastric attacks had annoyed me every hour. Runny nose becomes the main problem of my breathing difficulty. I was quite shocked when asked by Arab, a fellow classmate,
Weh, ko boleh bernafas guna berapa belah hidung.
2 lah. Aku selalu nafas guna satu belah aja. Oh yakah!
Camne nak cek? Ko hembus nafas guna hidung, cek guna jari tahan depan hidung.
Unluckily, me too can only exhale using only one of two holes of the nose(wonder ppl got 3 holes). Ahs, i had been admitted at the Seremban Hospital because of chest pain lately. Thanks to Iqmal for accompanying me.

  • Peer pressure
Living in with people whom i never mingle with before makes my life miserable. I admit, i am a person that can makes a lot of friends but cannot be a good ones. Plus, i only hangs out with people with my own clique. Different ideas, different styles, different way of lives from other people always bounds me to mix with others. Sometimes, it is better this way because I can live my own life and they can live theirs as long as they are not disturbing mine.

But, unfortunately, i cannot live that kind of way. I had been given a heavy responsibility where a lot of commitments needed towards the people i barely know. I am the type who enjoys to do what i like and love. Yes, it is called sincerity. But, i am not always sincere. I do not know whether i am sincere enough to satisfy the needs of others because i am a total mess myself.

  • Homesick
It is actually very hard for me to admit this. Yes,I am a homesick person. Before this, i had never lived more than 100km radius from home.Even though, i studied at a boarding school before, but it is just 15 minutes away from home. Gee, it is hard for me actually. Left alone stranded here, with no close friends that always let me stayed at their houses, no Kak Ema that always lend me a pair of helping hands when i am in troubles, no hanging outs with junkies.

Eventhough i am homesick but i tried my best not to leave from here.

* I do not know what i am turning into. Somebody out there, help me. Maybe i am in need of moral support. Or i am just not being grateful of what i have at this moment.


Sunday, August 16, 2009

Surprised, NOT!

Well, after awhile, im back. Phew, i missed this blog so much. Even though provided with this Celcom Broadband; Vodafone 90+- a month, which after all the blood and tears to get it frm parents who never understand their child necessity. :p

Now, i already settled down at KMS. It is quite a good place, where good friends varies from different places and different dialects meet, but with one mindset, to study. They all are sweet and steady. For now, they are no backstabbers identified. But, i still believe one day i might see one and perhaps he/she will be from my close friends.

My roommates; Tony Eusoff MD51

and addhaMD53(pic not avail) do not worry because he is handsome too. Qlate hensem sokmo! LOL!

Both of them were from MRSM. Until now, i always thought that MRSM ppl( no offense), they are nerds with low EQ. For those whom does not know about EQ click here. So, i already prepared before coming here with all the talisman and the that will keep me away from them. But the hocus pocus stuffs did not work. Shits!

The first 12 hours in the room were full of prententious acts. Haha :p. After a few incidents of akward moments, were get along just fine. But, yet i will still not change my perception towards MRSM ppl. They will always be Nerds with low EQ except Tony because he likes to sleep all the time and drinks nescafe after 1 a.m.

I learned alots especially utara dialects, and qlate.

Smart nate nih, sipe, awat, hang, demo, ghoyak, kecek, kochak! LOL, etc.

What i noticed here is that, between ppl who taking IB and A lvl, the cooler guys majors at a lvl. IDK why. Haish.

All in all, living here is fun, plus EPL already started. Kudos to man city and arsenal after the win. Tonight match is quite importante to me as a die hard spurs fan. Gdluck spurs!. hope we'll beat liver and take out their lungs out!.

My highest grats; tony, ayub, naj, MD 54 faeez, hijazie, adib, roy, zohan, entrepornos!, subangs guys, and whoever knows me here. thx guys.

xoxo gossip guy ciaos fer. adios mi amors.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

You lit the fire, i watch it burn

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Awareness test

Serious shit you guys need to take this test

*make sure finish the buffering before play will effect the end result :p

leave comment~~insert ROFLOLMAO too

Brotherhood between man and nature

fail owned pwned pictures

a thousand meaning in one picture


Friday, June 12, 2009

Brad Colbert

I found out that this video was amazing


Thursday, June 11, 2009

Ruby3, do ya3

Yesterday, i slept early around 8 or 9. Im so exhausted but yet having fun with friends. Then, someone message me in the middle of snoring. 11p.m to be exact. Everything was sorted out. Just a small problem about my past. Then, i shut my eyes closed but i couldnt sleep. Shit.

It was 2a.m. My training to sleep early and wake up early ruined. Again Shit. So, i went downstairs, and looking at the dark surrounding. Shit. It was so dark and i am too lazy to switch on the lights. I watched television and searched whichever movie that was played at that time. Then, went to the kitchen to get some foods. When i came back, channel max ch412, on the screen there was a title

I was so amazed man. GENERATION KILL. So, i spent my 2 hours watching this movie-series. All i can say the movie was 4.8/5 eventho i only watched two episodes. Yet im looking forward to watch the continuation of this movie.

Ciao. Adios aigos. Ome mento.......

Tomfoolery 2

i loike it
shit happens

u got problem

call this van


Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Philosophy Uno

People will never understand the value of friendship

Monday, June 8, 2009


Ouh yeah!

I have no idea that driving a go kart powered with grass cutter engine was so much fun.


I woke up and realized...Yeah I'm done

I think i will start to take care of myself and will not let others use me as something benificial for them.

But, yet i want to thank you to all of you, backstabbers,bitch,sweet talker, two face, hooker, desperate, pretenders, etc, who taught me something, to believe in myself and not to let my self down again. Yes, i will turn into a heck of a guy, more rude, greed and no more mr nice guy. That is because all i want to do is start to give me a second chance for myself.

Bangah, Ajim and Me

Family trip to genting. Whatever it is, Family first!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Hari ini : siang

Go bloggers!

Harini ku bangun, mata terkebil2. Tapi ibarat enggak percaya, ibuku sedang bermain-main dengan laptop di sebelah ku. Ku pandang tingkap, sinar cahaya matahari terpancar membutai mataku. Anggaran waktu, 10-12 pagi. Aku lebih suka melihat suasana dan matahari untuk menganggar waktu daripada melihat jam dinding. Jam dinding terletak di atas rak baju, tidak digantung, tidak dilihat, hanya untuk membuat habuk. Aku hairan apa ibunda buat di sini, tidak pergi kekerjakah, adakah aku dilamun mimpi pada waktu siang, harini masih hari ahad kah, pelabagai persoalan muncul dalam 5 saat pertama. Kemudian, aku sambung tidur untuk mengelak konversasi bersama ibu yang sering menyuarakan soalan yang tidak boleh ku jawab.

Temperatur airkon ku pada 24 selsius, toshiba memang hebat dalam pengeluaran produk airkon, aku bersa seperti di negara empat musim, didalam bilik sendiri, maaf kepada sesiapa yang membenci gas cfc hasil penggunaan airkon yang menipiskan lapisan ozon, aku hanya tidak boleh menahan nafsu melayan kesejukan. Aku masih melihat ibu disebelah membuka outlook emelnya. Aku masih berada tidak selesa, jikalau ibu menyedari ku telah bangun. Jadi aku membuat keputusan untuk bangun dari tempat tidur dan bergegas keluar untuk ke tingkat bawah.

Kak Ema! Orang pertama yang kullihat dari biji mata kornea. Dia merupakan orang yang tiap2 hari kujumpa ditingkat bawah. Kebiasaannya dia akan menonton tv siaran ZEEtv pada waktu begini. Tetapi, sekarang dia sedang menuju ke tempat menyidai. Mungkin kerana ibu berada dirumah, dia terpaksa berpura-pura bekerja keras. Ngee. Ku bertanyakan mengapa ibu berada dirumah.
Kereta rosak. Abah pergi repair kereta. Ma x dapat nak pergi kerjalaaaa.
Oh, ku teringat insiden malam tadi. Aku hendak megambil adik kecil di tempat tuisyen Cemerlang Peperiksaan. Sungguh nama tempat tuisyen begitu adikku masih belum cemerlang dalam peperiksaan. Ngee~. Tiba-tiba Myvi hitam berspot rim emas ibarat niiggero style gituh muncul didepan rumahku. Aku hairan. Merapati kereta itu sambil melihat stiker V.I.G mcdonald yang menarik pandanganku. Keluar dari kereta itu, sepupuku, Hafiz!. Iya, dia jarang muncul kerana masalah girlfrennya yang tidak disukai keluarga baru-baru ini. Dengan tiba-tiba dia muncul didepan pintu pagar. Lantas, dia menghulurkan duit rm 50 10 keping. Meminta bantuan untuk membeli tiket ke genting.

Sesudah itu, aku menghidupkan enjin kereta, dan aku mendapati sesuatu yang pelik berlaku. Kereta itu bergegar2. Setelah masuk ke gear D, ia lagi bergegar. kemudian ku tolak ke gear R, untuk undur, masih bergegar. Aku cuaks dan menghentikan kenderaan die tepi jalan setelah undur, keluar melihat keadaan tayar.

Tiada apa. Aku ingat aku sudah terlanggar kucing2 jiran yang seringkali berkeliaran di halaman rumah. LOL.Jadi, kumeneruskan perjalanan mengambil adikku sambil kereta bergegar.

Di persimpangan McD, 176 tapak kaki dari rumahku(LOL). Adik ku masih berasa cuak kerana kereta bergegar2 dan aku pun mengambil keputusan untuk membeli snek di McD. Ku memulas kan stereng ke kiri 1 setengah kali dan menuju ke tempat drive-thru. Kereta masih bergegar ketika gear di posisi N. Suara kuterdengar,
Ya, encik selamat datang ke MCD, mahu pesan apa?. Saya mahu Mcflurry oreo 4. Itu shaja. Ha. Okay sila tuju kedepan kaunter, terima kasih.
kereta masih bergegar dan kuberhenti di kaunter. Kakakku itu berasa suspisus melihat keadaan kereta bergegar.
Semua sekali rm 16.40. Okay.
Kereta bergegar dan berbunyi dengan kuat. Kakak kaunter berasa hairan.
Takde pape kak, ini kereta dah lapar, dia suruh mcflurry tu cepat sikit.
Aku dengan spontan. Ku melihat kakak itu tidak dapat menahan ketawanya lalu membuka earfonnya dan berlari ke dapur. LOL Jadi melihat keadaan kakak itu yang tidak kembali lagi ke tempat kaunter, aku menukar gear ke D dan bergerak ke tempat mengambil mcflurry, yummy. Terima kasih datang lagi ucap kakak baru yang menghulurkan mcflurry. Kututup tingkap dan berkata kompem la datang lagi. ~ngeee.

Setibanya dirumah ku memberitahu ayahku apa yang berlaku. Dia kata biasa lah. Aku cakap tak, ini luar biasa. Dia salahkan ku kerana tidak menekan brek dengan sempurna. Aku dipersalahkan. Aku malas untuk bermain permainan ini. Aku keatas dan menonton ongbak2 sambil berchatting. Terima kasih kepada zack yang memberi link ke video umno politik babi yang kutonton sungguh lawak sekali.

Siang : Ayahku masih belum pulang dari pusat bengkel kereta. Aku masih didepan pc membaca news tentang General Motors bankrap dan melihat jurulatih baru Real Madrid Mauel Luis Pellegrini di google search images. Oh, untuk pengetahuan semua aku merupakan peminat setia Madrid Football Club sejak tahun 1997.

Zinedine Zidane"zizou". Menyertai real pada 2000.

Okay, saya sedang melayan lagu Queen- Bohemian Rhapsody. Sungguh menarik sekali lagu ini. namun ku teringat kepada video clip moy moy palaboy lagu ini.

Sekian, salam muhibah. Adios Amigos el muchas. Gracie~

Wednesday, May 27, 2009


imagine yr dick inside a box?

yeah i loike it

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Helmi Kamarudin

~`This picture shows that a vandalisme had happened.
This is why you should avoid people aged 18 and above playing children toys inside your house.

Peace be upon you.

Lot, Keme, Kamal at Khamarul's.

Monday, May 25, 2009

Nor Hezrizat

He was one of my best childhood friend. I was all alone in standard one of Sekolah Kebangsaan Air Baruk, Jasin Melaka. At that time, I lived with my grandparents, both were sweet and nice. I cant speak malay fluently and I cannot get many friends. In the middle of recess period, he walked to me and said

Hi, nama saya Nor Hezrizat. and he smile and offered a handshake. I was frowned. ngeeeee
Since that day, we played together and we also were punished standing on chairs because playing at the back of the class. I left the school at standard 2 and I cry, a real tears, because i am leaving my best friend. sobs.

There was a phone conversation between me and owlet. She said about AimanmdJelas(meyem) is there at Penang, and all of sudden, I laughed, the memories with me and him all came back of nowhere.
Meyem and Duran during ED comp form 3.
He is a close friend. We were in the Archery team since Form 1. We were the best because the passion towards the sport itself. Since form 1 we already trained by using compound bow not a wooden bow. He was the captain of four. We won a lot of competitions, district, state and also National circuit. Since now, i am not sure whether we were talented or we just very highly motivated because the training was at Sekolah Seri Puteri.ngee~.

Aiman was a future prodigy for SAS. He is very smart and shows the leadership during early years at SAS. He was our batch-leader and future head boy. Maybe, if you can remember of his face on the E-Siswa cover page. Yes, he is very handsome, good-looking. lengchai meh. (im not a gay)

Something happened to him. All i can said that at that time, he was distracted. Maybe, lust. You see, if somebody got all the power and popularity, they will turn into a totally different person. During form 4, he was in the top-notch class, 4 Bestari, where brilliant people like Wafi, Kn, Ucop, afiqanua,lot,haikal,aripzahlan,ash,izi were there. But, mostly during the school period he was not at class. You knw aite, honeymoon yr. But, his attendance was critical. In one month, you can only see him twice or thrice, and also during exams he will showed up and scored very well. Yeah, when every people were looking for him, he was not there. When i saw him at dorms, we will smile at each other and have a pep talk.

So, he was expelled from the school because of one stupid case. Yes a very silly ones. Everybody was very sad. Its like seeing a brother of yours is going away forever. Me, i did not know what I am feeling. We were very close during at the beginning but we were very distant during form 4.
I am not crying like everybody at that time and also the time when I was leaving hezrizat. Yet, i felt pain inside of my heart. It feels like something was not going right. i want to cry like others but i cannot. I want to share my pain but there were nobody.

Now i realized, as we grow older, we learned to control feelings and emotions, we learned to hide our pain. Actually, we learned to suffer. By suffering, we try to be optimistic so that maybe in future there will be a better living. That is life. Which i can derive it as Life=Suffer.

Kimiey during ED in form3. So sexy mamah.
Once and forever close and best dudes. Kucai, Wafi, Kamal and Lotfi.
Adios amigos ^_^

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Shake Well Before Serving

High Vit A,C and E. Yeah. I like it very much. Plus with orange sacs. MMM........Yummy. I just enjoyed one while im blogging. 2 words. Ho LIaO. Yet, I have this [=---------,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,m³;2433(my cat step on the keyboard)
problem when im entering anything that is sour-based taste in my mouth. It makes me feel like
UARGHHHH "NGENGOGOENG, massssaaaaaaaaammmmm!!!".

Last night, I was from a farewell meeting for a friend at Shah Alam Bandar Anggerik, One Utama, Kota Kemuning and Sunway, Subang. It was fun meeting with Betik(MRAZih), Keme and Lot. We watched movies and hangout. It was hilarious too watching angels and demons while making jokes about the movie itself and we were covering our faces when the show was over because people were staring at us with unlikeable expression. A big smile for me a big humilliation for my pride.

As we were on the way back to the parking lot, saw Naim Azuz(warriors) with his girlfriend. Then keme was enquiry us something
Weh, die ni bukan nerd ke dulu, slekeh je. Ko tgk awek dia weh.hensem kot. awek die lagila. pergh 8 kot.
Haha. now look at us keme. Not handsome as him. NO lengchainess, no aweks 8 macamtu. I suddenly thinking that people changed. Yes, i do remember that he was one of the most alim in school. Seeing him fasting mostly everyday. Reading quran is one of his habit. A bookworm should i say. Walking with a big hunchback. Seeing him now with his girlfriend, holding hands, like a romantic couple, dating at one utama, making me feel unease. Uneasiness is because i am afraid that people that are close to me will change and i might be changing myself. What to do, what to do.

Later at night, lot, keme and me were at Sunway. I watch the time when we arrived there. Darn, its 11.15 p.m. and we did not buy our tickets for the movie yet. So, we were running at empty aisle like a group of stupid and carefree dudes heading to the cinema. There was a lot of styles, usain bolt, david beckham castrol running, ketam running, walking and running, a winning run and my favourite, running then stop and panting all alone helplessly(like keme). Then we bumped into another two warriors, bighead and castelo. Castello did an earpiercing at his left ear while Bighead dye his hair into yellowish gold. We, handshake, chat a little and chow. Must buy the tickets fast. In my mind, while running to the counter, i have this thought that, yes people do change.

This kakak was smiling at us, after a long queue,
yes, cerita apa adik. Akak kasi NATM2 3 ppl. Oh seat sepah2 la dik. Hmm. Cerita ICAC laa. Yes, cantonese movie entitle I corrupt all/a cop. I dont sure lah.

It was a fine movie. With no hero, heroin and a no cliche ending. A type of movie where people like me and gang, malays, have to watch. Yes, we were seated in front of all chinese audiences and making problems and irritating others were our duty. 4.0/5.

Can you imagine while watching a movie, then suddenly a guy that seat at the most front of all the people is answering a phone call. The phone call was answered with a loud and monotous voice, with the word projection can be heard one by one. What usually the people at the back will do to make this person stop from irritating others watching movie?, Yes, throw him the pop corns. For sure the guy will stop. But, the guy will not easily giving up. His tactic was simple but victory is guarantee. He finished answered the call and talking to his friend with a clear voice,
Weh, mak aku call oh tadi, die kata bapak aku masuk hospital oh. With a sad tone.
The people whom threw the popcorn to him will feel guilty. The person that ansewered the call, satisfaction. Mood in cinema turns into dull and gloomy. lol.

At3, I was at asiba with lotfi, accompanied him to finish filling the empty blanks in the UIA form. There was confusion, dilemma and frustration. I am guiding him in the selection to enroll into any clubs for his side activities. The choices given, recreative club, geology, silat cekak malaysia, silat cekak hanafi, silat gayung, taekwondo, karate do and etc. he said he want to be low profile there. I told him to chill because there were nobody wants to force him to riadah and he can melendir like old times.
KO tau, abg aku dulu kene paksa kot main tenis. Fuck wey.
Then, are there any opt left? He said if there was a nightlife club, he will tick there. Lol.

I went back at 4. Have a good sleep and then woke up at 8 in the morning. A bright new day. ngee~

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Senior Ramon

Hah, wtf! i have little precious time now! So so so limited time. I am very very desperate. OMG!

What to do, what to do. What to do!

Srry PPL!

Sleepy now. So im done. Time'sup!


Thursday, May 14, 2009

Yuri Zhirkov

apa itu PPSMI?

Pembelajaan dan Pengajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris
Saya masih ingat beberapa bulan yang lepas. PPSMI sana. PPSMI sini PPSMI situ. BAGUS ke tak. Benefit ke x. Jika dulu isu ini sering diperkatakan oleh semua pihak tidak mengira peringkat umur dan bangsa, apa sudah jadi sekarang? Saya kian pelik dan hairan pabila isu ini hilang ibarat ditiup angin kencang sehingga tiada sisa-sisa. Mungkin kerana tiada publisiti? Mungkin isu ini telah sengaja ditutup oleh pihak-pihak tertentu? Mungkin isu ini telah "dialih topik" ke isu lain yang lebih semasa. Dari sudut pemerhatian saya, saya boleh merangka pelbagai konspirasi mengenai hal ini kerana pihak-pihak yang tertentu masih melengah-lengahkan masa, berdolak-dalih, merugikan bangsa dan negara.

PANDANGAN sudut Kamal Lazi,

OK, apa yang saya ingin menaip di sini harap pembaca dapat menjadi seorang profesional kerana mungkin ada yang tersinggung dan ada yang mwnyokong secara radikal. Ini terpulang kepada hak individu kerana hak saya ialah menaip perasaan dan isi minda dan hati saya dalam blog saya.

Setelah berfikir sedalam-dalamnya, saya dengan ini sekeras-kerasnya menentang PPSMI atas ulasan-ulasan berikut dan pandangan beberapa pihak setelah dinilai oleh diri saya sendiri.

Saya merupakan antara bahan eksperimentasi kerajaan dimana saya dan beberapa batch yang telah mempelajari Sains dan Matematik dalam bahasa Inggeris. Pada mulanya saya berasa bangga kerana dapat memperbaiki penggunaan bahasa inggeris dalam istilah sains dan matematik secara mendalam. Tambahan pula, saya amat bangga kerana adanya rakan-rakan yang tidak boleh bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris mendapati mereka mempunyai keyakinan yang tinggi untuk bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris kerana persekitaran yang memaksa mereka bertutur dalam bahasa tersebut. Jika ditanya oleh wartawan-wartawan tentang pendapat pelajar sekolah mengenai isu ini, mereka semestinya setuju dan menyokong PPSMI kerana mereka mendapati belajar dalam bahasa inggeris lebih mudah. Dan ada lagi satu sebabnya, secara jujurnya saya cakap, mereka dapat membangga diri berlagak seperti orang putih seperti mengikut trend mereka dan bertutur dalam bahasa mereka dengan ini mereka dapat mengemaskini gaya-gaya barat dan sebagainya.

Dan dengan ini saya mengaku saya ialah seorang yang naif, bodoh dan sengal.

Saya tidak sedar yang saya hanyalah antara orang-orang yang dijadikan "tikus makmal" oleh pihak kerajaan sebagai bahan ujikaji keberkesanan PPSMI. Sama seperti orang lain tidak sedar. Hal ini kerana sepanjang saya mempelajari PPSMI, saya hanya ingat bahawa PPSMI ni memberi kelebihan kepada saya kerana boleh bertutur dalam bahasa inggeris dengan lebih mantap, dapat mempelajari perkataan-perkataan sains dengan lebih tepat dan mudah. Pada hakikatnya, saya tidak sedar bahawa saya telah menghakis peluang saya untuk memperkayakan bahasa ibunda sendiri. Yelah, bayangkan, sampai dalam kelas bm pon peribahasa pon tercangak-cangak nak paham. Bile cikgu bM ehem ehem(lol) dah bersuara

"Itulah kamu, belajar dalam bahasa Inggeris sahaja, cikgu dah nak putus harapan dah nak ajar bahasa melayu ni, buat kerja tanak, homework panitia BM sikit sahaja, subjek lain semua banyak. Agaknya semua tak nak A1 dalam BM kot."

Jadi, saya pun terfikir, mentaliti pelajar-pelajar sekarang sudah diubah kerana PPSMI. Mereka memandang enteng Bahasa Ibunda yang menjadi menjadi identiti bangsa kita. Semua orang tahu Bahasa Melayu pernah dijadikan bahasa lingua franca. Hebat tuh.! Jadi sekarang apa yang kita dapat lihat ialah pemuda iaitu pemimpin masa hadapan tidak lagi mempunyai identiti bangsa dengan mengatakan bahawa sungguh bagus PPSMI.

Mungkin masih ada yang masih terpinga-pinga mengenai identiti bangsa yang saya katakan sebelum ini. Kita dapat lihat banyak negara-negara hebat, maju, cemerlang, terbilang semuanya mempunyai identiti masing-masing. Malaysia juga sebagai negara maju seringkali mengambil negara-negara cemerlang ini sebagai contoh dan pedoman untuk membangun sehingga maju seperti mereka. Duduk sama rendah, berdiri sama tinggi.

Jadi, jika itu cara kita untuk terus maju, saya mengambil contoh negara German, Perancis, Jepun dan Israel. Mereka mempunyai budaya tersendiri dengan sejarah negara tersendiri. Yang paling penting mereka juga mempunyai bahasa pengantaraan mereka sendiri. Negara-negara berikut secara praktikalnya menggunakan bahasa mereka dalam kehidupan seharian. Saya melihat rancangan dengan kadar yang rawak telivisi di Astro siaran "travel and living" dari negara-negara tersebut, seringkali melihat papan-papan tanda mengekalkan bahasa identiti mereka sendiri.

Tambahan pula, jika kita lihat ahli sains dan matematik sudah tidak dapat dibilang oleh jari saya. Sudah tentu, ahli Sains dan Matematik asalnya dari Malaysia belum ada seorang pon yang berjaya mendapati Hadiah Nobel, tetapi ini bukan kerana bahasa. Sebab saya telah menteliti dan mengikut perkembangan orang lain yang mengatakan pemenang Hadiah Nobel dimenangi oleh orang yang mempelajari ilmu-ilmu dalam bahasa mereka sendiri. Ilmu yang mereka pelajari dari sekolah rendah menggunakan bahasa ibunda mereka sendiri. Jadi, kita tidak boleh membuat andaian jika kita menggunakan bahasa asing sebagai medium pembelajaran dapat kita terbit seorang pemenang nobel. Ini bukanlah kayu ukurnya!.

Kemudian, saya terbaca blog seorang anti-ppsmi yang sungguh radikal, dengan hujah yang kuat dari sudut undang-undang. Katanya, kedudukan bahasa Melayu sebagai Bahasa Kebangsaan telah diperuntukkan dibawah Perkara 152 perlembagaan persekutuan. Di bawah Perkara ini juga terdapat fasal 1(a) dan (b) dimana membenarkan pengajaan dan pembelajaran bahasa-bahasa lain asalkan ia tidak dalam konteks kegunaan rasmi. Jadi, selama ini, kita dapat lihat sesetengah pihak telah mewujudkan dasar dan undang-undang tertentu yang berlawanan dengan peruntukan dan amalan perlembagaan. Dengan ini dapat mewujudkan persoalan yang sangat serius mengenai kesahihan perlembagaan kita. PPSMI diguna pakai secara rasmi. Betentangan dengan perlembagaan. Ini seharusnya tugas hakim negara yang telah dilantik untuk mempertahankan perlembagaan negara dengan adilnya.

Jadi memang benar, saya tidak dapat menyangkal bahawa peluang untuk rakyat Malaysia untuk mempelajari bahasa asing amatlah terhad.Tapi dengan mengendahkan bahasa Melayu dan memartabatkan PPSMI bukanlah caranya. Dari pandangan saya sendiri, pelajar-pelajar dari sekolah bandar mempunyai keupayaan untuk memahami ilmu-ilmu tersebut. Tetapi saya mengatakan pelajar-pelajar dari sekolah luar bandar. Kita selalu berfikir siapakah orang Malaysia: jawapan : kaum melayu, cina dan india. Kita terlupa, satu kaum, warga bumiputera juga, orang asli namanya. Saya merupakan seorang volunteer Petrosains dan kami diterapkan untuk mereka keindahan "creating wonder" didalam semua orang untuk mereka menanam minat terhadap bidang sains dan teknologi. Sewaktu orientasi volunteer, saya mendengar cerita dari Abang Mozek dan siapa-siapa staff petrosains mengenai program oureach dimana tugas mereka adalah untuk mengenalkan kepada orang-orang asli mengenai teknologi dan sains. Secara jujurnya saya cakap, orang asli ini mempunyai tahap akademik yang sungguh rendah. Kehidupan mereka berasaskan tradisi nenek moyang. Jika hendak ke sekolah itu, kalau dapat muncul di sekolah kira guru-guru pon bersyukur. Itupon kalau muncul pagi-pagi sampai rehat sekolah kembali lenggang. Jadi, cuba kita bayangkan, bagaimana kita boleh harapkan PPSMI ini dapat memberi peluang, membuka pintu kepada semua rakyat Malaysia untuk memahami bahasa Inggeris dengan lebih mendalam jika kita tahu betapa susahnya buat oang asli untuk mempelajari sesuatu yang asing bagi diri mereka tambahan pula mereka seorang yang sensitif, pemalu dan segan.

Jadi saya membuat analisa dari aspek lain dimana, kebanyakan orang yang menyokong terdiri daripada golongan ibu bapa berbangsa cina dan india dan mereka amatlah menyokong tindakan Muhyidin dimana PPSMI ini ditangguh untuk uji kaji selama 25 tahun. Alasan mereka senang, supaya anak-anak mereka yang tidak mendalami bahasa melayu, dan memikirnya sebagai kelebihan buat anak-anak mereka supaya cemerlang dalam peperiksaan. Habisnya 25 tahun akan datang mereka sudah berasa lega kerana anak-anak mereka yang hanya berbahasa inggeris di rumah sudah berjaya dan bekerjaya besar dan mereka dapat bersenang-lenang.Tetapi, mereka tidak fikir bagaimana dengan cucu-cucu mereka? generasi-generasi berikutnya. Apa pula yang berlaku kepada sarjana-sarjana yang telah graduasi di universiti-universiti pada waktu ini. Mereka mempelajari sains dan matematik dalam bahasa melayu. Tidak ada peluang lagi untuk mereka? bekerja? Apa pula kita dapat katakan kepada SAKTI badan yang bersusah payah menukar perkataan sains kepada bahasa Melayu? dari sejak tahun 70 an lagi. Sia-siakah kerja mereka?

Senang kata, jika kita ingin mendalami ilmu orang lain janganlah dilupakan ilmu bahasa kita. Dimana ada usaha disitu ada jalannya.

Sudah puas saya membebel. Saya harap dengan adanya cebisan yang saya tulis ini dapat membantu diri saya dan rakan-rakan jelas mengenai seriusnya isu PPSMI ini dan bukanlah sekadar untuk menjadi modal kebanyakan orang supaya mereka dapat berkata lebat tetapi tidak membantu dalam apa pun. Mereka hanya mampu berkata-kata.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Al Farazel

Buat nama nya di tajuk itu, jangan teruja terlebih2. Kerana anda adalah beruang.

So, saya mula berfikir tentang masa depan diri ini kerana satu hari bermuhasabah diri memberi manfaat kepada diriku. Saya ditawarkan ke Universiti Malaya bukanlah di Universiti Malawi seperti yang digemburkan sesetengah pihak ke jurusan Asasi Sains Hayat. Orang ramai berkata orang hebat-hebat sahaja pergi ke UM. Sehingga sekarang saya masih tidak mengerti sama ada itu pujian ataupun pangkahan. Okay tidak mengapa, jadi hari ini saya mendapat surat dari UM dan setelah berfikir panjang dan panjang dan panjang. Saya membuat keputusan untuk masuk ke sana dan terus mengisi borang2 tersebut kerana takut dimarahi oleh ibu bapa yang suka marah tidak bertempat.

Setelah bermain futsal pada hari semalamnya bersama-sama rakan alam shah, saya mendapat tahu yang betik aka naldow! dan apel alfarazel akan menyertai saya di Kediaman 12 UM. Jadi saya berfikir mungkin ini berkat dan rahmat. Namun, Allah tidak akan memberi rezeki begitu sahaja kepada diriku kerana Nik Izany jugak akan menyertai ke UM untuk pengajian yang sama sperti diriku. OH, ku berharap dapat bersabar dengan kehadiran dia disana.

Aku berbual bersama-sama apel alfarazel di YM dan kami tidak sangka pakatan beruang2 akan dapat bersama di bumi UM.

kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:57:34 PM): weh beruang
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:57:40 PM): pe?
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:57:45 PM): haha
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:57:46 PM): ngaku
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:57:52 PM): haha.
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:57:59 PM): ko beruang gak..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:58:04 PM): ko nik
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:58:05 PM): haha..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:58:08 PM): brother bear
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:58:12 PM): aku beruang ape lak
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:58:17 PM): persatuan beruang beruang bersatu..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:58:23 PM): polar bear..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:58:28 PM): ko ape ?
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:00:00 PM): aku panda..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:04 PM): haha
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:00:04 PM): nik sunbear..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:14 PM): sial
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:16 PM): haha
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:21 PM): aku gtau die kang
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:23 PM): cuak ko
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:00:26 PM): kene cakar
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:00:31 PM): haha.
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:00:39 PM): weyh..aku adde kuku gak..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:01:04 PM): tapi nasib baek aku herbivor..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:01:17 PM): korg ar omnivor kowt..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:01:34 PM): hotakko
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:01:37 PM): ko makan semut
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:01:44 PM): sngal x tentu pasal

haha, akupun tidak sangka aku terjoin dalam pakatan beruang-beruang zaaba nih. Jadi, betullah kata orang ada hikmahnya tidak dapat tawaran biasiswa dimana2. Haha. Telah ku lawati UM asasi disana. Yang paling ku gemari ialah terdapat pusat renang disana yang berdekatan dengan kediaman ku. Haha. Indah. Syukur Alhamdulilah.

Jadi pada mulanya saya tidak menyangka apel alfarazel akan masuk ke sana kerana perbualan beliau yang amat keling dan sukar difahami.

kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:47:03 PM): alfarazel
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:47:07 PM): weh UM kan
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:47:11 PM): hahah..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:47:20 PM): x ar..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:47:26 PM): habis?
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:47:57 PM): limkokwing..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:48:02 PM): modelling..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:48:30 PM): bapok gemok
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:49:36 PM): muka ko nak attitude skit
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:49:45 PM): la~
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:49:49 PM): xcaye la..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:50:43 PM): siap dpt scholar lagi..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:51:05 PM): biasiswa limkokguen..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:51:17 PM): aku igt limgohtong
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:51:17 PM): adik limkkokwing..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:51:23 PM): blaja kat genting
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:51:24 PM): hahah..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:51:35 PM): curse pe?
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:51:52 PM): pngurusna perjudian ek?
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:53:06 PM): hah
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:53:08 PM): anak haram
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 10:53:16 PM): pengurusan cable car dan tiket dahlah
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 10:53:31 PM): haha..

Pada mulanya ku menyangka juga dia akan kesana. Tetapi baru ku sedari Apel hanyalah apel dan akan sentiasa apel. Lawaks sungguh. Kami bertaip-taipan sambil berbicara tentang nik izany. Apa yang harus dilakukan. Langkah2 berjaga2. dan pelbagai lagi.

Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:02:47 PM): oww..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:03:32 PM): weyh.. ko da dapat surat?
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:03:36 PM): dah
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:03:39 PM): ko?
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:03:41 PM): asal nik x dapat..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:03:48 PM): die kn duduk ngan ko.
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:03:52 PM): bngok die xtekan yes kat website
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:03:55 PM): hah
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:03:58 PM): aku dah..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:03:58 PM): duduk ape?
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:04:10 PM): die kan tinggal ngan ko..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:15 PM): mana ada
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:04:16 PM): asal dapat lambat plak..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:20 PM): ntah dia
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:04:22 PM): hehe..
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:29 PM): UM cam nk tapis last minit
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:30 PM): kot
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:36 PM): die second intake
kamall azizs (5/11/2009 11:04:39 PM): ahahahah
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman (5/11/2009 11:04:45 PM): haha..

So, diakhir perbualan apel alfarazel memberi tahuku yang dia akan test JPJ pada besok harinya. Semoga die berjaya. Aminn......

Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: weyh..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: aku nk tido.
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: esok ade jpj..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: doakan aku..
kamall azizs: amin
kamall azizs: ko berjaya
kamall azizs: buat cam fat and fuirous skit
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: haha..
kamall azizs: kompem lulus
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: bley ak drift..
kamall azizs: tunjuk star
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: haha..
kamall azizs: die kasi ko lesen lori nnt
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: hahah..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: jgn bagi lesen bawak kete kabel sudah.,.
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: ok la sahabat..
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: assamualaikum..
kamall azizs: okis beruang
kamall azizs: waalaikumsalam
Muhammad Ikram Ab.Rahman: haha..

Jadi, kepada sesiapa yang bakal ke UM. Berhati-hati dengan kelibat beruang-beruang di sana.
Selamat tinggal~ arigatou toucehtouceh!

Norsultan Tulyakbay

Merujuk kepada perkara di atas,

buat sesiapa mengenali orang yang bernama sedemikian, kita didalam minda yang sama.


Teringat pula apa yang telah berlaku pada minggu lepas. Yah Yah, aktiviti2 berlainan setiap hari membuatku terasa letih, pilu dan tidak terurus. Setiap hari ada sahaja agendanya dan aku mula berasa jika kita terlalu bebas dan mengikut kehendak hati,wang kita akan mula kering dimana seseorang akan meletakkan dirinya dalam status "pokai". Ya, itulah diriku pada minggu lepas dan minggu sebelum itu. aduh. :p POKAI


Sejak pada hari aku menonton cerita YESMAN dipanggung, aku telah meletakkan satu nekad pada diriku untuk meniru dan mencuba perkara2 yang dilakukan JIM CARREY kerana hendak membuktikan bahawa orang YESMAN adalah seorang yang wujud. Aku pun bertindak menjadi seorang yesman sejak hari itu. Ya, memang seronok untuk melakukan semua perkara 2 yang pada fikiran orang biasa sebagai aktiviti seorang yang tidak bertanggungjawab, tidak bermoral dan tidak bijak. Tetapi, ku sedari setiap orang mempunyai limit dia tersendiri. Aku mula mengelak daripada tanggungjawab, keluarga, diri sendiri, dan perasaan rakan-rakan yang mengenaliku. Serta aku mula terfikir perbuatan yang ku lakukan kadang-kadang menyiksa diri sendiri dan seperti terpaksa ibarat tidak ikhlas. Tidak komprehensif.


Hari ini ku membuat satu desisi dimana aku akan berada dirumah sepanjang hari dan cuba merehatkan diri sambil bermuhasabah diri.

Ku mula berfikir sejenak. Sat. 5. 4. 3. 3. 2 stgh. 1


~puisi sayuti harams by Kamal Lazi

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Abdullah Razak Baginda


anyway, kebarangkalian untuk saya menulis dalam blog sangatlah rendah. Jadi saya terpaksa membuat sesuatu untuk mencekalkan diri menulis didalam blog ini. Jadi, saya mengambil keputusan untuk mendengar bunyi MSN yang berbunyi2 dan YM yang berting-tong2 sambil fokus untuk menaip.

Ok. Sebenarnye saya telah dinasihatkan oleh seseorang yang amatlah saya segan nak cakap dalam blog ini kerana penggunaan english yang cam cina dan perkataan-perkataan kesat sepanjang saya menulis post di bulan April. Oleh kerana itu, saya minta maaf dan harap maaf kepada yang tersinggung dan hanya mampu berkata dengan jujurnya saya tidaklah sesempurna mana seperti nama KAMAL yang bermaksud sempurna. AMPUN!

Jadi, untuk mengisi kebosanan di tengah malam, saya ingin menceritakan kehampaan saya terhadap satu sukan yang digemari ramai. Bolasepak!. Telah saya berchatting dengan Hilmi, rakan saya yang agak rapat yang kami mempunyai idea dan pendapat yang sama bahawa sukan ini sebenarnya merupakan isu yang amat besar dalam kalangan manusia. Jadi perbualan berikut merupakan perkara sebenar yang berlaku setelah Arsenal dibolosi 2 gol oleh pemain Man United.

gambut2 Abu Shamsi: BZ WITH?
kamall azizs: xde ape
kamall azizs: aku cam sian
kamall azizs: kat ko
kamall azizs: mengharap
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: LEKSSS
kamall azizs: tapi xnak ah pangkah
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: LEKSSS
kamall azizs: mmber
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: ok3c
kamall azizs: so buat2 bz
kamall azizs: dah ditakdirkan
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: leksss
kamall azizs: tu ah
kamall azizs: aku nk tuka sport la
kamall azizs: tgk tennis ke
kamall azizs: golf ke
kamall azizs: wrestling
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: tol2x
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: bola cibai
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: ley wat gado
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: hahahah
kamall azizs: bukan ah
kamall azizs: asik2 aku sokong team ni
kamall azizs: kalah je
kamall azizs: aku rasa wrestling the best
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: ll
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: lol
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: behenti semue
kamall azizs: aku suka JBL dow
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: ak elen
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: x berabis
gambut2 Abu Shamsi: ngn JBL


Haha. Untuk pengetahuan anda saya baru sahaja terminat kepada seni ahli gusti di telivisyen. Ahli gusti yang saya tonton antaranya ialah JBL. Dia merupakan seorang ahli gusti yang kelakar kerana tubuh badannya tidak lengkap dan sasa seperti penggusti lain. Tambahan pula, JBL mengingatkan saya terhadap rakan seperjuangan memanah saya di sekolah ketika muda dahulu. Arief bin Huzir. Beliau kini di Sarawak dan menetap di sana. Beliau mempunyai personaliti yang agak lebat, optimistik dan mempunyai gurauan yang sangat ganas. Di sekolah dahulu kami memanggilnya JBL dan bogell. JBL bermaksud John Breast Layutt dan ianya sangat kena sekali dengan susuk tubuh badan beliau. Saya rasa kini beliau tidak lagi JBL kerana sekarang beliau berada dalam pasukan ragbi sarawak dan saya amat bangga dengannya. Bukan kerana apa, kami merupakan partner memanah yang hebat sehingga terlepas anak panah ke kawasan menyidai pakaian di SSP sewaktu latihan disana. Dan juga arwah coach mula bising, "Wey Lanun! apa ko buat ingat aku tak nampak! Ko pandang apa!, baju dalam perempuan ke target bud! Lari 8 round pastu amek arrow tu". Haha, kata-kata coach itu masih terngiang-ngiang di dalam kepalaku pabila ku teringat kembali memorabilia lama. Kami berdua berlari 8 pusingan trek di SSP dan pada waktu itu sangat indah pabila pelajar2 disana mula beriadah dan kami berdua membuat muka segak dan control. Bak kata fotografer model "OK muka attitude. SNap. 1 lagi muka attitude. snap!. Attitude lagi. Snap!." haha. Rakan ku JBL dan diriku hanya mampu tersengih dan membuat muka gatal dan sangap. Orang kata pasukan memanah paling best. Sebab dapat cuti mata. Haha. Memang tepat sekali tujuanku untuk masuk kelab memanah dan berlatih dengan hebat kerana ingin mencari keindahan alam.Pasukan ex-Memanah SAS ketika jamuan di Chicken Hartz
dari kiri Nik Izany(sub), Mayhem(capt), Kamal,Ah Seng(vice),Bogel(JBLsaya).

Dibawah saya itulah JBL

Ok, sampai situ sahaja cerita dapat saya kongsi. Minggu ini agak busy sebagai seorang kamal jadi sehingga ke post yang baru.

Salam Sejahtera ^-^!

Thursday, April 9, 2009


This is the third posts im posting here. For the last 20 minutes.

So damn barsterd bored.

And frustrated too.

Bartha and BAyern just finished the match and thank eu god for the messiah double score.

LOL. NICE NEDERLANDS jersey. With Kemek too. Kemek handsome liao.

Yet i just remembered that Aleemy and I are gonna try to go for Anak Wayang audition and we just imagined ourselves in 5 years time.

LOL. Aleemy just thought what it would be like if he just get accepted into the Anak Wayang reality show and I am wondering myself maybe I would be look like William Hung. Damn.

Okay thats all. I am sleepy already liao.

Puma Loco Gracias. Adios

Accidentally in Love

Another title of song

Yet, another dilemma.

Yeah,i am sitting on bed like a stupid hay, watching Lot sleeping his arse off.

Oh man, i am totally addicted with counting crows.

Accidentally in Love by Counting Crows.

Thanks Counting Crows. You are my man. I am still not sleepy yet.

Pumas Locos Gracias.

Frustrated Night

Babi lot tido

Nak tgk bartha lawan x dpt

tgh ah kat

now 4-0

time showed 4:22 AM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009

These eyes are cryin'

Now, I am very sangap of a song title These Eyes by The Guess Who.

This song really portrays me man. It surely do and I am really burst into tears man because of this so fucking sad song man. The main problem is i kept playing this song over and over again non-stop. I got this song from a film of superbad. This song was sang by Evan in the movie. This movie was so fucking funny man and I will guarantee u will not regret it ah.

So, guys open your youtube and listen to this song.

Just now, i browsed to every blogs and posts in the sesat mane tah webs. So i was attracted to one of the question by this website. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FILM AND WHY? I suddenly rembered that i once answered this question from sime darby quiz. So now im pasting my essay here just for fun ah. LOL.

My favourite film is Forrest Gump because the movie really touched my feelings and it is one of the best movies in the century. It is an award winning movie. Even though the plot was very sad and sorrow, Tom Hanks who acted as Forrest Gump delivered a very profound and influencing character that made the movie watchable and very successful.
The story started with Forrest Gump during his childhood days has had to endure a very difficult life because he is a handicapped person. He has been teased by his friends but he cannot do anything. His mother was poor but very responsible. She would do anything for his well being. Since she knew that she would not be around forever for her son, she could only advised him to run whenever there were troubles.
This is exactly what he did on one faithful day when some of his friend tried to bully him. He ran and ran as fast as he could that the clutches that hold his legs broke until he could ran like a normal person. From that day onwards he became independent and free.Yeah, it was the award winning drama line and scene that every person that watched this film will get touched by it. It was the scene where Forrest's girlfriend said " Run, Forrest Run!". I burst into tears when i watched this scene and i realized it now that i was 4 years old when i watched that film.
However, as fate would have it, his mother passed away. But before she died, she told him that “life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you are going to get.” This is the message that bound him together. This is the message that became his motto for the rest of his life.
Forrest Gump went through various obstacles during his life. He joined the army and lost some of his best friends. Then after he venture in fishing business with a friend catching shrimps. He was so successful in his business that he became an idol to young and old. Also that from this movie you will found the Bubba Gump restaurants that sell seafoods everywhere.
Forrest Gump eventually settled down in life marrying his childhood girlfriend. He had children and became old. At the end of the story he sat down on a bench by the roadside looking ahead wondering, what the world would be in the future and what life might offer to him in the future. At that point he remembered what his mother once told him, “life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you are going to get!”

T_T, so later doods, puma loco gracias adios amigos. TATA.

Monday, April 6, 2009

These arms long to hold you again

Yeah im here ahgain.
Well, yesterday, urms, yesterday quite fun ah. Well if keme was not lepak skali mesti x best.
So, it was fun. Jalan2 tanpa tujuan. I got my new NEDERLANDS jersey. Sumpah lawa dow. Die xde ah ori tapi nampak cam harga die rm140 ah. Lot cakap sebab print die kurang. So, die taklah harga cam Man U jersey rm180 sumthing. ade printed AIG.

I said sumpah lawa ah NEDERLANDS punya jersey. Finest. The Oranje. Ngeee, i love it so much.

OKay enuf said, so, last two days, i went to Shah Alam berjalan2. So, mula2 went to Abg Azman punya majlis kahwin. Cool ah abang azman. Die cam, abang azman ni rileks sgt. Macam bukan die kahwen ah. Die cam suddenly datang dari mane tah...bukak baju kahwin die...pastu dtg kat meja kitorang cakap " weh lapar gila dow". Then, he joined us ah makan kat dapur. Bapak ah.

Then cam, keme ah terbaik. Dah abis makan. Cam nak anta pinggan la. Maman cakap xyah bia je. Die cam xpe ah susah2 je...pastu die kumpul pegi pas kat maman. Bangang.

Then, met k.a. Lama sial x jumpa. Lepak ah.Ngan fana.Ive met Sue also at Pasar S.Alam. Too bad x tegur. Tapi cam takpe ah, tegur pon will make feels guilty. lol.

Malasnyee nak cerita. So, conclusion ah ive met KELIwon, die dah taff skarang. Met iwa at her house. Anta bufday present. Lepak at sunway. Memang lepak betul lah.

So, tonite i got nothing to tell, but i really do enjoy belaian jiwa by innuendo. Its fucking lovely man. I remembered we were actually at sg buloh hiway from damansara at 2 a.m. We were heading to send keme back home ah. Then, Lot tune to 100.8 f.m. Shit man, we were acappelaing together with that song. Sweet. Then i got a sudden slap by keme. Shit it was so funny man. Cause that time i was so feel man with the song. Sumpah suare sesekor cam kumbang tanak hidup or siput babi. Eh camne suara siput babi tuh. I wonder ah. Hurmsss.....

So, there u have it zack tu je. Got nothing to tell about sangat. Thanks for flattering from previous post. Memang saja je nak buat u jadi camtu......LMAO.

Okay until then, later Puma Loco gracias.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Ahgain and waiting


i dont fucking understand this word actually. Can someone define me the meaning?

What i do understand is the wether the meaning should be kow sat or how are you (nigga style)? or how gee or how is that?

Fack, suddenly i remembered, what had happened kelmarin where i got jalan2 around hospital pusrawi alone around 8.30 p.m.

It was again a dull night after all, to say it gloomy, i have to consider it twice. Yeah sure can it is hospitals rite, where all people got sick places. So, mum told me that time to take a stroll. I think mum got a point there. I always lie down on the bed without moving and my blood got lazy to circulate around. Lazyass. So, i went to a bench near lift. 'the place i usually hangout. (Zack tahulah). I got a blur strike. It is just sudden. At that moment I was staring at this auntie. She looks like Mona Fandey. Maybe i watch too much of keliwon. LOL. Yeah and i kept staring at her. Until she got off the lift. Without a single feeling, i entered the lift too. Pukimuch scary liao. Then i arrived at ground floor and got nothing to do. I got many duit but kedai was tutup for solat. Gile bagus kedai. Then i remembered duit gaji dah masuk. Hoorah. I am damn happy and i dont know why. I went to ATM la. Check my savings. Gosh i was sad looking at the amount. Even though i worked there just for fun but i am shocked too see the amounts.
RM ***.**
Adakah anda ingin meneruskan transaksi ----->Ya
----->Tidak (pilihanku)
But then, i actually feel that i dont really mind.Cause still can buy what.Rite?. So yeah, then i went to kedai. The kedai reopen. I bought air yogurt sumpah ngidam cam bapuks. Bought rotis and chocies cadbury yg maman slalu beli then balik.
I got pengajaran here: kita kena selalu bersyukur apa yang allah dah beri.
I went back to my room ith my heart feel at ease.
ok later puma loco adios amigos

Friday, April 3, 2009

Time For Ease

Now, im in total royal slash double big letter P for PuhPain.
Im indeed in hurts. By my sickness and my heart. I think what i am going through at the moment really gonna change my life forever. I type here like a sissy. A total bum. Oyeah, when it comes to cowardness, international sissyness and lame-o, Kamal Lazi is a master.
Right now, im typing using my only right hand. It is freaking hurts. The left one. But i still want to continue my typing here because i realised that my blog hasnt been updated fer quite a time. So, without feeling ashame of myself i continue typing here again and ahgain. Oh, you want to know why my left hand is hurt? I guess you are not interested to know. Anyway, i am still going to tell you.
Okay, first of all, i was been attacked by dengue fever and was admitted at Pusrawi Jalan Tun Razak. For those people who did not know where i went for the past 2 weeks. I think this explanation will make you understand. I dont need any of your symphatyness because at the moment i am okay and recovering. Yeah, im at home already. Ive been admitted for a week and going out today. Oyeah. So, I really missed a lot of activities that happened. But, never mind though i got my own time for rest.
So, ive been thinking during my sick period at hospital, meditating, what i think ive been doing at that time. I was asking myself,
Its all started with that word. Why the dengue? why is the problem? why is that? why is.....?
Haishh, so many questions that i am lazy to type it here. After a few days of thinking, eating ubats, gallons of I'V water flow from my hand tomy body, not to forget the many times ive been injected and taken blood, i know whats going wrong with me.
God is great.
Thats answered all my Q's. The thing that i knew is that ive been tested by god with his challenges and tests to make me realize what ive been doing all wrong. He is indeed The most merciful. As you can see, i had been given an oppurtunity to claim all my wrongdoings and I will make the best of it.
Insyallah. Now i would like to say millions of thankyous to 2 person who had visiting me Lot and Zack during my time at the wad. Eventhough it is just a visit but i am very grateful because at the that time i am really in need of companions and friends. A gazillion of thank yous maybe would not be enough.
Lotfi, you are like a brother to me. Whenever i am in hardships you are always there. Eventhough, I know and you know that we are both sengal tahap cipan that would make us perfect each other. I hope to be there whenever you are in need dude. And no worries, ill always pray for your success in life and future careers.
Zack, hey thanks for the doas, i think your doas had alreaady been heard by Allah and already been answered. So thanks anyway for the doas during your umrah. Not to forget, ketayap, sejadah. kurma and air zam2 liao. Tankyous very muach.
OKay, now im feeling better and i dont know why. My left hand still hurts and full of bruises. Macam cacat tahu. SHITMAN.
And i am trying to type with both my hands. Practice makes perfect. Fantat la perfects.type je...
okay so long, adios amigos. PUMA Loco gracie out

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


Im here to dedicate this post to my beloved dude.


There you have it.

Dont go commit suicide man.

You see.

If no woman likes you then we can be gay together man.

SHANKY, you stupid big ass nigga, whats about our rnb man

ya know rough and black aite

susah betul la pujuk mamat


Monday, March 9, 2009


Hello dudes.....

Today I suddenly remembered that this month is March. Yeah. I thought im still in February. Haish. So, well. Many memories that i remembered during March. Ouh Yeah. The Painful ones. I dont like it thou but when i recall it back, I just smile. It sweet dude.

Let me show you one.

Haha. Yeah the F1 in schools World Championship.
I like this picture so much because I stand behind this one hot chic from Wales I think.

You want to know about the F1 in school?

Later ill share with you.

Until then, toodles. xoxo gossipguy. muah3

Friday, March 6, 2009

I suddenly got big brother.

Hello, yeah hellomotto.

Today, i got shitted by Nadzrin brother, Lutfi. Plus, i got played by Polis Bantuan near the lift. Not to forget, the whole Petrosains laughed at me and call me that stupid name. WTF. The name.


Fuck, it sounded like a very pornish name. TAIB. TAIB. TAIB.
ya know, lorong haji taib kan.
I still remember what Lutfi said to me at the end rockoll.

"Weh, ko sayang abang ko x?".
Bodo la kau, aku mana ada abang.
Taib tu bukan abang ko.
Abis ko sayang x adik ko Nadzrin.
Sayang lah.Tapi x tau die nak ngaku ke x.
Aku camtu ah x sayang gak sbb die bukan abang aku.
Alah ko x ngaku pulak.
Ye ah. Die asal Serawak kot, aku semenanjung.
EH. die ade gak singapore skali cam ko.
Bile lak singapore ni, fak kau ah kencing.
Aku tau ko ade darah from singapore.
Mana ko tau.
Taib ade cakap aku die orang singapore gak.
Sengal la ko.
Ye ah die Sarawak SIngapore.
Aku x penah jumpe orang Sarawak SIngapore, mane match bhai.
Ye, abang ko ah tu.
Bukan abang aku le.
Ko x ngaku adik lak.
Bodo Sial.
OK3x x caye ko tggu jap.

Abang Yuri, tgk muke bdak ni.
Eh, ko adik Taib eh.

Ya knw, thts the story. Every single staffs at pertosains think im Taibs little brother but a lot more whiter. The problem is they did not even need to be reminded of Taib.


1. Lutfi : ABang yuri, tgk muke budak ni. ADA MUKA CAM SIAPA X?<---This sentence shows dat muka cam siapa tu people will try to imagine person whom looks identical to my face.

What happened was.

Like the previous one .

So, afterwards, i will be the laughing stock till they get bored. And i will keep my head calm. I know, these people dont have any things to do.

So, thats all folks. Later. xoxo gossipguy ere muah3x

Wednesday, March 4, 2009


Hello, hi, hola

Yeah, rite now i am typing again to waste my stupid time here like other bloggers. Yeah lame bloggers whom write their feelings, opinions, ideas and etc. My job here is not the same like others. I am writing here to make you laugh. Ouh Yeah, make you my brothers and sisters, laughing your ass off. Pardon me if what i type here did not make you all laugh. Maybe you have a dry sense of humor. Yeah, probably.

I'm here to share with you my experience of fishing. Yeah, for your information, fishing is a sport. Again, i rephrase, its a sport. Please believe me, it is a motherfathing sport. LMAO. I dont know who the jerk that put fishing into this category. Maybe that jerk has a 9.7/10 stupidity and he even beats lotfi's record of 9.58 for hitting other car side mirror by his CLK(cute little kancil) and darwin 9.569 for creating the evolution theory. Mine is i dont know. You tell me later. So, okay fishing is a sport, same goes with golf. Ouh yeah golf. LMAO. Again man, who the dude that categorized this thingy. WTF

Last week, i think so, i went fishing. Me, my little brother and my greatsupercool-daddy with his buddy. His name was Ujang. I think hes a JAWA. I suddenly recall what Lotfi had told me earlier this evening about Jawa people. They were actually not Mat Indon or what we called PATI(pendatangasingtanpaizin). These people had lived in Malaysia for a long time and the causation why they still have the slang, It is because they lived in one clic. Which usually, the areas that you are very familliar like Batu Pahat, Muar, Klang, and etc. LOL, I just went to petpets house at Klang. I can see alotsa dragonfruit farm there. Then i went weird lah. The second foolest dude on earth just told me that mat jawa really fond to dragonfruit and i believe in him and you dont ask me why.LOL.

Okay, i am way too crappy. So yeah, i went fishing. It was really fun. You know. Okay2, let me share with you something. It is not easy to catch a fish. You need to prepare a good bait, a nice hooks, and a fengshui rods. Oyeah, for your information, fishes got their own taste too. Eg; patin likes gardenia bread, ikan keli likes cengkerik, haruan likes katak puru. I just list some examples there. So, if any dudes out there want to try fishing. Go to hell. You don't even want to. It is so damn difficult. Theres a chinese saying goes, To win a war, u must know your enemy fers.(This one is the fake ones. Try find out yourself, i forgot la the actual words and phrase.) LOL.

While my father and his dude Ujang were discussing about the baits, I am in a state of mundane mood. Doing nothing. So i set my own rods lah. I went fishing first using my own rods. While my brother, i dunno where he went.
This picture is sofucking cute. lol.

So, generally fishing is tiring and wasting time. Why im telling you this, it is because im sitting there for 4 hours and did not get a single fish. What i got was a pain in the neck, backache, and hungriness. For your information, you actually did not notice that it was 4 hours passed you. It is like the same feeling waiting for KTM. LOL.


My brother : One Tilapia

My bro catch.
Pity small tilapia.




They were fighting getting the most fishes. I forgot the total. It is just uncountable.LOL. For them was a fishing fiesta.

See, they even got their fishes lined up. And u can see there the biggest ikan keli there is bigger than the 100 plus 1500 ml bottle. Huge doods.


So later doods. Toodles. xoxo gossipguy muah3.