Suicide post

Bismillah, 

Recently, i have been burden with so many things in my head. I could not even have someone to share it with. Or, i, myself have a problem to share it with others. I am so insecure and i cannot trust anyone.

With the burden piling up. I am so in distress. Right now i am feeling that i want to commit suicide. But, i still have a little sense left in me to hold me back. 

I feel like i want to cry but i am not the crying-type of person in front of others. The only time i feel like crying is only on sajadah during dawn. Im making a fool of myself.

I hope that i can cope with this problems. Pray for me friends. Salam :'(