Glade, how refreshing.

Hello, im back!

After two years of struggling, I am now absolutely clueless, what to do now!!!!!

I seriously do not know what to talk about..........

OK!

hmm, a lot of strange things had happened to me these past two years. I am grateful to Allah because i am still alive and kicking :)

There are so much to share, but i dont know whether i would like to share them all. Probably, i would rather keep it inside than sharing. But, there's no fun in that. So, readers, expect the unexpected. MUAH!

I am still in the journey, to find an absolute answer for my absolute question, to complete myself with virtues, and to find happiness.

I hate to suffer but I believe Allah's decisions in everything that had happened to me are boulders that i have to move with my own arms. That's Life. and one thing for sure, change is constant. Be happy, or suffer with what u have.

I learned so much, and i believe there are so many things that i do not know. One thing for sure, I want to learn more. But i need motivation and physical strength to carry on. Ya Allah give me strength and guidance to learn the true knowledge from you.

Lastly, I am happy to know a lot of people. Friends, i am sorry for my mistakes, I know there are a lot of it. I am a man with a weird ego. Deep inside, I always for the best to you all. Sorry again.

Hope to see you guys in the next post. Cheerio. ;)

Back again,

Kamal Lazi

:)

I have nothing to tell this morning. Just to update about my condition.

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Alhamdulilah, the surgery went well. Started at 4 pm and finished around maghrib. Then I woke up and still "mamai" at one a.m.

My right leg still hurts like hell. But i am so happy my worst nightmare has ended. :)

So peeps if you want to visit me, just come at anytime at Hospital Pusrawi, Jalan Tun Razak.

Wad Assalam, level 5, Room 7.

No worries, my room is single bed. Takde orang lain pon kalau nk gelak gile2. lol.

Datang lah teman, im all alone here. Probably kalau cepat baik hari isnin boleh ciao. T_T nak tengok world cup dekat rumaaaah!

I think i stop here.

Adios mi amor :)

Boringnya duduksorang2 :P

This is it

This is not MJ song. haishhh....

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Besok memang rasa cuak. Sape tak takut? masuk operation theatre! Tengok orang lain masuk O.T pon kita rasa takut. Ana dah masuk 2 kali dah dalam hidup. Tapi rasa cuak dan takut tu masih menebal. Haish.

Mungkin sekarang, ana sangat paranoid. Menggelabah tak tentu pasal. Bila fikir2 balik, ana memang tak bernasib malang untuk bercuti dengan rakan2. Selalu jadi macam ni. Apa nak buat, takdir di tangan tuhan.

Tapi, bukan tu sebab ana takut gila ni. Ana takut sangat sebab masa kali terakhir kena gerudi dekat lutut, masa nak recover tu, MASYALLAH. Memang siksa jiwa dan raga. Ana takut sangat bila time nak recover nanti, menyusahkan orang lain. kepala pon pening.

Hmm, tapi ana looking forward untuk rakan2 melawat di wat nanti. Dulu masuk wad, hanya beberapa rakan yang karib sahaja datang menjenguk ana. Bukan apa, dekat wad tu memang sangat bosan. Kalau ada peneman borak pon kire best :)

kalau ada rakan2 yang mahu jenguk, silalah. Bawaklah buah tangan sekali. :)

Hospital Pusrawi Jalan Tun Razak

Pembedahan; jumaat

Waktu; Maghrib

Ana cuba dapat berharap pembaca boleh mendoakan keselamatan ana untuk pembedahan lutut kali ke-2 ni. Dan doakan ana cepat sembuh. Insyallah.

Dah takde ape2 nk cakap dah.

Adios mi amor :)

rasa cuak ni masih tak hilang2 lagi :( Haishh